im having a terrible emotional breakdown right now. watching the video live made me cry like baby putra jugak.not to mention hubby dearie pun contributed his share of cries. ( lagi teruk la saya nangis ok) all this while ive been reading on people's experiences about how they faced labour. how rinie said she forgot the 17 hour pain for dani as soon as she saw him. and how she does not complain one single bit of dani's cries and pains. i also read zaty strongly goes through her tough process of making sure rayna was born healthily and how she doesnt care what happens to her as long as her baby girl survives... i cried. so many times.
i cried when i heard baby putra and baby qaseh's cries on the phone. knowing i cant be there just to hold their mummies hands and tell them i love them. how we've been friends for so long and having to experience this amazing journey together...i love u guys...
i cant wait for my time to come. ive certainly dreamed about it. god knows how i pray that my baby will be born safely. healthy with no complications. i pray all my friends wont have to go through a rough labour. just happy news .. a few more to go... me, sue, ziera, ana, mas and diyana...my best prayers n whishes for all of u. eventhough i cant be there to hold ur hands i am holding to my words that i do pray for all of u.
to my precious baby...u dont know how much we love you. how much we will give anything just to make sure ur happy and healthy.
mama and papa selalu doa anak kami ni lahir dengan selamat dan jadi manusia yg bijak, baik, pandai dan berguna. amin...
mama and papa