mama salah didik ke rafiq ?

 yup, lil hero's in skool now

skool apa for babies ni?

ke nursery?

nope, its a montessori

the youngest student is at least 2 years old

and now, rafiq's the youngest

hurrrmmm

mesti nanti ada nak cakap

aik, xkerja xnak jaga anak ke?

hantar sekolah pulak....malas lah tu...

well,

rafiq, ur older now

u used to be a friendly baby when u were younger

now, whenever u other people's around,u shy away, sorok muka kt stroller bila org tegur....

rafiq marah org pegang rafiq

rafiq xnak share toys with other babies

rafiq xnak org lain dekat dgn mama ( dekat dgn papa xpe, jgn mama )

and rafiq only wants to play with mama, esp when ur not at home

another thing is, rafiq want other people's stuff...tp bila rafiq pgg, org tu xboleh main sama.

ayooooooooooooooooooo

mesti nanti org cakap mama ni xpandai didik anak

bukan main lagi bacakan buku how to behave kat rafiq

eleh, sama je perangai

ye ke ada org cakap?

hahahaha....mama dun care lah rafiq

rafiq...

rafiq memang behave...

rafiq ckp " acheh " when i give him his milky, he kisses me when u want to sleep and when u open ur eyes, u puts back ur toys when its time to sleep ( he kemas org punya toys jugak haha ), when mama said ...aaaa noo... rafiq pun geleng2 n tunjuk jari no no no.tp kdg2 buat jugak.

tapi maybe rafiq kena learn how to behave with other people besides mama and papa

i know u want more friends kan?

mama tengok if pg rumah other friends, lama2 rafiq suka, main kejar2 dgn abg danish....main baca buku dgn mikhail kan?

mama tau, rafiq nak kawan, tp rafiq xpandai nak initiate betul x?..

so...

baby pg skool ok? skool ni bukan mcm kat kl, ada playgroups mama boleh join.....

so rafiq kenalah duduk sdri 3 jam...

boleh kan? baby strong kan? nnti balik cerita dgn mama n papa rafiq buat apa ok?

best lah sayang, theres music class, phonics class,arts, outdoor activities ... best kan ? ada friends lagi best kan?

ok.

pause jap

nangis

nak mengeluh panjang

but i shouldnt

noooooooooooooooooooooo

he cant be this big already???

next thing u know, he'll be having a girl over for lunch

noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

the first day i sent him, he immediately went to join the sand box activities with the bigger toddlers

i ckp bye...he ignored me...

the teacher asked me to leave cepat2...nnti dia nangis, let him get used to being with the group...oklah...i pun jalan slow2

teacher said he didnt cry...

but i did

i cried on the way to the car, i cried at the parking lot...i cried, i couldnt drive...i just sat there at the side of the road crying.waited a few mins, maybe nnti teacher call ckp dia nangis teruk, so i nk dtg pick him up

nope, no call

sedih

went to starbucks, ingatkan waaaaahhhhhhh bestnyeeeee xde si kecik marah2 i lepak lama2 nak merayap dlm starbucks main newspaper watever...instead, i kept looking at all the cute lil mugs, nak beli for baby, nak beli lollipop lah, cawan kecik lah....mcm lah he wants all that pon

pukul 11 dh rushing terus nk pick him up, dia tgh join the group tgk flash cards...tp xdelah duduk pun, dia tukang pgg flash cards n sorok kt bwh kerusi.

teacher said he did very well, happy, xnak mnm susu ( I DH BG BFAST MACARONI B4 SKOOL ) dia nak main dgn the older kids. yg 5 yrs old. dunnolah y. maybe mcm main dgn adults jgk kot for him. xpelah

yg ptg dia belajar bersosial

so we decided to let him go 3 days in a week, 2 if mama malas bgn pagi2 hahahaha ( ok, salah didik anak, asyik bangun lambat... )

pukul 9 ( lambat k, org start pkl 8 .. lol ) sampai pkl 12. 1130 on fridays..

oklah...3 hours main...

i dun expect him to suddenly balik baca ABC sampai habis, thou testimonials from SHELL staff punya wives anak drg yg masuk 2 thn 3 thn dah baca simple words. WOW.

yg penting everyone recommend tempat tu because they really train ur kids to behave well as well as byk stimulations. this one i like!

xkisahlah.

IVE no expectations wat so ever FOR NOW..DIA KECIK LG KAN

yg penting rafiq pandai berkawan, tau sharing, tau behave kt rumah and outside and HAPPY!

mama happy sebenarnya Rafiq, cuma mama rasa rindu kt rafiq...

jelous pun ada, org lain main dgn rafiq ( loser betol hahaha )

but mama happy anak mama membesar dgn sihat dan bijak

alhamdulillah syukur!

ni si kenit balik dr skool tido mcm org pengsan

yes, dia still suka tido tonggek mcm ni

ni hasil kerja mama n rafiq finger painting kt rumah

ok boleh sakit jantung jgk finger painting dlm rumah

letak newspaper sebesar2 tidak pun tgn kita dirty join dia cop2, pastu dia celup kaki kt kertas tu and nak jalan merata...n lari nk panjat sofa...

sambil ckp "yek yek...irty... "

 oh my,

so lastly crayolan washable paint ( mmg washable kt badan tp kt sofa susah jgk la nk tanggal ) kena simpan dulu ya. dah besar skt baru blh main blk

but not bad lah, nak framekan esok! yeay....

till then...

check out ammara ye 

byk custom made items here for stylish chic hijabi's

xtau lagi bila nak update

busy busy busy

but miss u all

nak catch up baca blog smrg now

bubye

i see a baby.....

at 17 months rafiq still points to himself as baby

if i say ..." rafiq, can i have a baby girl plz?"

he'll shake his head and point to himself while saying "nyanyanyak....baby...."

i think it means na na na nak..( tak nak ), im the only baby

zatty said, as long as rafiq's the baby we'll never get pregnant

so i need to start calling him abang...

abang? hehehehehehehehe

nak ke tak?

nak ke tak?

nak pg holiday

tp nak baby girl...

nak holiday 

tp nak girl

if book holiday package tiba2 pregnant?

by the time syg habis training......dah bln 7...if pregnant skrg, dah....almost 8 months nnti...

nak baby girl

tp nak holiday

nak baby girl...holiday....

mandrem apa nih?

ngarut ngarut

in the mean time,

we'll settle for these newborn hehehehehhehee

owh and...

pics of rafiq making his first artwork debut

 my first stencil book....

 mama...i want the red one

 one snowman....

 cantik x?

 mcm pro kan?

dah siap daaaaaaaaaaaaa

ok laaaaa mama tlg outlinekan skali dgn baby

baby conteng je k

d

its nice to be nice...right?

 have uve even been teased about how u looked? ur feelings? or anything else?

 just walk away and keep them so far from ur life,

trust me.....ur gonna feel so much better

 its not so hard to be nice...try it once a while

ull feel good about urself

 eventhough u think no one will know,

its the right thing to do.....

try to think if it happens to u

 people will love u more

most importantly, ull love yourself more

its not that hard afterall

 and we live happily ever after...

( sorry tgn budak kecik nak jgk baca )

taken from rafiq's "help me be good" series

just a reminder to myself and everyone....

afterall, all these young generations of ours starts from us....

love

xoxo

betty crocker and............................

in a box la kan....

hahahahhaha

i am definitely a housewife with no baking talents

nada

none wat so ever

but i try

some jadi...mostly....becomes a totally different kuih altogether

so Better Crocker helped...

yeayyyyyyyy

my very own brownies

easy lah kan, add eggs, vegetable oil and water to the mixture

masuk dlm baking tin

thats all!

40 minutes later....

yummmmeeeehhhhhhh

i added my own touch, chewaahhhh 

added some choc chips...

so bila cair..kt tgh2 tu byk melted choc chips.

awesome!

the next day,

warm brownies and ice cream for tea!

what a nice combo....

so, 

expect more instant cakes from me yah!

c u soon

owh and btw,

lately...byk sgt buzzes on ym, smses and even emails...

some i sempat balas

some tu maybe xsempat

i just need to say one thing here and make everything clear

as ive said before,

i have forgave whatever or whoever purposely or accidentally tried to make me look bad and i no longer want to talk about this to anyone anymore

and i did keep my promise

whatever has happened is done

my life does not evolve around those ridiculous and immature actions 

i do not BLAME anyone who believed have hurt me and my beloved family or friends by any sort of beliefs or were hurt by anyone else by the same acts

we are humans, we want to trust

and we trust the people we love 

i am NOT the kind of person who keeps any grudges

i do forgive

even if u dont ask for it

but to ask me to be another BAD influence,

NO

NO

NO

keep me out of this drama

pretty please..........

love

xoxo

mommy baby time!

bought this at klcc's book fest

rm 17 only

with 365 activities u can perform with ur lil ones

dah try 2

2 baru hehehehe

and rafiq suka...

yeayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

will blog about it soon

get it online via amazon ada

iftar, shopping, iftar lagi, raya, wedding and ammara

 ni kira sebulan punya update

too much to tell so letak pics jelah ye

iftar dgn bobby&sue, mon & hazam, bahar &shue and the kids at dynasty hotel

 

 iftar with shell contractors at imperial hotel...rafiq asyik nak karaoke...

 rafiq rosakkan my coco rouge...nasib baik posa...sabar...

iftar with edge, zatty and rayna at california pizza

 

 try semua kasut xmuat sementara tunggu amie, farah and kak b at klcc

 after buka at little penang klcc

 kasut sume xmuat tp oppppssss...apa dlm paper bag...hanis, u tgu entry i yg ni i tau hahahahaha

jumpa hanis kt klcc ....still xjawab soalan dia...apa ada dlm paper bag tu hehehe

 tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

xpe kasut raya dah ada
ting!

kena paksa beli dgn my sis...
dorothy perkins hot pink peep toe heels
orgnye beli pastu terkecik size xmuat
sister jual half price
confirm la kakak nak kan
tp ni mmg short distance shoes ya
pakai masa reception my sis balik tu terus kena pg reflexology

 iftar with the in laws at JM beriyani house

 raya!

i made kuah kacang..the rest mak..hehehhee

 angah je xde masa raya....baju tu besar...i xpregnant k!

 beraya dgn the twins

 melawat baby alya naili malam raya ...awwwwwwww nak baby girl plzzzzz...

 2nd raya at book fest, klcc

best...jalan lengang teramat sangat...skali masuk klcc full....semua chinese of coz and indons hehehehe

dress by ammara

 lepak baby room berjam2 sbb xde org hehehhee

 3rd raya bawak rafiq balik kuala pilah, kampung papa

rafiq mengamuk xnak masuk rumah nak main dgn ayam n itik

nilah nasib org bandar masuk kampung

 bought myself ray ban wayfearer

masa kt kedai cun...pastu lama2 cam xcun

kena pakai tudung hitam je kot

 watched resident evil dgn sayang....

2 makcik kena babysit baby

baby behave

tido sepanjang me n syg tgk movie

 muka huduh xpakai apa2 bedak....sbb malas...

pg siapkan brg2 for our exclusive designs with moi partner

 lepak kat empire, makan macaroons ( sedap! ) and obrians sandwhich sementara tgu my biz partner sampai utk jumpa our tailor...

skirt by ammara

 

 raya feast again...kali ni dgn angah sekeluarga

kuah kacang n rendang hari tu panaskan balik....

ada lemang, ketupat

i masak macaroni carbonara cheese

angah buat spagetti and nasi goreng, kak yang made orange marble cake

burrrrrrrppppppppppppp

 rafiq poo 4 x hari tu...

byk sgt makan lemang n kuih raya

dah lepas ni no more cookies for u

 beraya rumah akmal...syg's mckk frens

jumpa their wives and babies..

 handsome men

 kena inaikan bakal pengantin...

org nak lukis chanel dia xbagi...

ok wat?

hahahhahahaa

 my lil sis becomes a woman!

ada ka kitorang kena label pengantin tua.

hampeh...

tu baba dgn ibu la weh

kekekeke

 chewah chewah...

teringat plak zaman dulu2....

 rafiq suka sate...and suka lap kuah sate kat carpet tok ma

shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

 apparently dia basuh tgn guna air oren pastu lap kt baju mama

tidaaaaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkkkkkkk

 sampai tgh malam siapkan dewan....

xbest la jadi kkk pengantin...

nak jadi pengantin

 air yg menyebabkan kitorang sume sakit tekak sampai skrg...

org xbiasa minum air sejuk kan

 wedding syaima' yg cantek...

thanks to merisik gallery...

cantik kan flower stand tu?

sgt sgt cantik!

oh n ramai tanya my kaftan kurung beli kt mana
designed by ammara
khas utk diri sendiri yg renek xsesuai pakai kaftan labuh...
so gabungan kaftan and kain lipat depan
chiffon and leopard print kain
limited edition 
if nak boleh order ya

thanks to all our frens yg dtg...

kira dtg open house la k

thn depan baru dtg rumah

skrg xde rumah lg hehehehe

lastly,

me and amal bought over a biz...

so now we're co-owners of ammara hijabi enterprise

nak tgk collections

click ammaraboutique ( facebook )

blog

www.ammarahijabi.blogspot.com

masih dlm process upload pics and stuff

that previous owner xbrp organized so kena buat everything balik

but check it out ya

the exclusive designs tu both of us yg create hehehehhee

ok

xoxo