betty crocker and............................

in a box la kan....

hahahahhaha

i am definitely a housewife with no baking talents

nada

none wat so ever

but i try

some jadi...mostly....becomes a totally different kuih altogether

so Better Crocker helped...

yeayyyyyyyy

my very own brownies

easy lah kan, add eggs, vegetable oil and water to the mixture

masuk dlm baking tin

thats all!

40 minutes later....

yummmmeeeehhhhhhh

i added my own touch, chewaahhhh 

added some choc chips...

so bila cair..kt tgh2 tu byk melted choc chips.

awesome!

the next day,

warm brownies and ice cream for tea!

what a nice combo....

so, 

expect more instant cakes from me yah!

c u soon

owh and btw,

lately...byk sgt buzzes on ym, smses and even emails...

some i sempat balas

some tu maybe xsempat

i just need to say one thing here and make everything clear

as ive said before,

i have forgave whatever or whoever purposely or accidentally tried to make me look bad and i no longer want to talk about this to anyone anymore

and i did keep my promise

whatever has happened is done

my life does not evolve around those ridiculous and immature actions 

i do not BLAME anyone who believed have hurt me and my beloved family or friends by any sort of beliefs or were hurt by anyone else by the same acts

we are humans, we want to trust

and we trust the people we love 

i am NOT the kind of person who keeps any grudges

i do forgive

even if u dont ask for it

but to ask me to be another BAD influence,

NO

NO

NO

keep me out of this drama

pretty please..........

love

xoxo

mommy baby time!

bought this at klcc's book fest

rm 17 only

with 365 activities u can perform with ur lil ones

dah try 2

2 baru hehehehe

and rafiq suka...

yeayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

will blog about it soon

get it online via amazon ada

iftar, shopping, iftar lagi, raya, wedding and ammara

 ni kira sebulan punya update

too much to tell so letak pics jelah ye

iftar dgn bobby&sue, mon & hazam, bahar &shue and the kids at dynasty hotel

 

 iftar with shell contractors at imperial hotel...rafiq asyik nak karaoke...

 rafiq rosakkan my coco rouge...nasib baik posa...sabar...

iftar with edge, zatty and rayna at california pizza

 

 try semua kasut xmuat sementara tunggu amie, farah and kak b at klcc

 after buka at little penang klcc

 kasut sume xmuat tp oppppssss...apa dlm paper bag...hanis, u tgu entry i yg ni i tau hahahahaha

jumpa hanis kt klcc ....still xjawab soalan dia...apa ada dlm paper bag tu hehehe

 tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

xpe kasut raya dah ada
ting!

kena paksa beli dgn my sis...
dorothy perkins hot pink peep toe heels
orgnye beli pastu terkecik size xmuat
sister jual half price
confirm la kakak nak kan
tp ni mmg short distance shoes ya
pakai masa reception my sis balik tu terus kena pg reflexology

 iftar with the in laws at JM beriyani house

 raya!

i made kuah kacang..the rest mak..hehehhee

 angah je xde masa raya....baju tu besar...i xpregnant k!

 beraya dgn the twins

 melawat baby alya naili malam raya ...awwwwwwww nak baby girl plzzzzz...

 2nd raya at book fest, klcc

best...jalan lengang teramat sangat...skali masuk klcc full....semua chinese of coz and indons hehehehe

dress by ammara

 lepak baby room berjam2 sbb xde org hehehhee

 3rd raya bawak rafiq balik kuala pilah, kampung papa

rafiq mengamuk xnak masuk rumah nak main dgn ayam n itik

nilah nasib org bandar masuk kampung

 bought myself ray ban wayfearer

masa kt kedai cun...pastu lama2 cam xcun

kena pakai tudung hitam je kot

 watched resident evil dgn sayang....

2 makcik kena babysit baby

baby behave

tido sepanjang me n syg tgk movie

 muka huduh xpakai apa2 bedak....sbb malas...

pg siapkan brg2 for our exclusive designs with moi partner

 lepak kat empire, makan macaroons ( sedap! ) and obrians sandwhich sementara tgu my biz partner sampai utk jumpa our tailor...

skirt by ammara

 

 raya feast again...kali ni dgn angah sekeluarga

kuah kacang n rendang hari tu panaskan balik....

ada lemang, ketupat

i masak macaroni carbonara cheese

angah buat spagetti and nasi goreng, kak yang made orange marble cake

burrrrrrrppppppppppppp

 rafiq poo 4 x hari tu...

byk sgt makan lemang n kuih raya

dah lepas ni no more cookies for u

 beraya rumah akmal...syg's mckk frens

jumpa their wives and babies..

 handsome men

 kena inaikan bakal pengantin...

org nak lukis chanel dia xbagi...

ok wat?

hahahhahahaa

 my lil sis becomes a woman!

ada ka kitorang kena label pengantin tua.

hampeh...

tu baba dgn ibu la weh

kekekeke

 chewah chewah...

teringat plak zaman dulu2....

 rafiq suka sate...and suka lap kuah sate kat carpet tok ma

shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

 apparently dia basuh tgn guna air oren pastu lap kt baju mama

tidaaaaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkkkkkkk

 sampai tgh malam siapkan dewan....

xbest la jadi kkk pengantin...

nak jadi pengantin

 air yg menyebabkan kitorang sume sakit tekak sampai skrg...

org xbiasa minum air sejuk kan

 wedding syaima' yg cantek...

thanks to merisik gallery...

cantik kan flower stand tu?

sgt sgt cantik!

oh n ramai tanya my kaftan kurung beli kt mana
designed by ammara
khas utk diri sendiri yg renek xsesuai pakai kaftan labuh...
so gabungan kaftan and kain lipat depan
chiffon and leopard print kain
limited edition 
if nak boleh order ya

thanks to all our frens yg dtg...

kira dtg open house la k

thn depan baru dtg rumah

skrg xde rumah lg hehehehe

lastly,

me and amal bought over a biz...

so now we're co-owners of ammara hijabi enterprise

nak tgk collections

click ammaraboutique ( facebook )

blog

www.ammarahijabi.blogspot.com

masih dlm process upload pics and stuff

that previous owner xbrp organized so kena buat everything balik

but check it out ya

the exclusive designs tu both of us yg create hehehehhee

ok

xoxo

eid ul-fitr

we're leaving for semenanjung very soon

just in case terlupa

so heres wishing all of u in advance

May Allah Almighty forgive, bless and reward us all for keeping the day of Eid in the best manner & bless us all here and hereafter with health, happiness, protection and sustenance from His Divine Mercy & Generosity

 

semoga aidilfitri merapatkan silaturrahim kita semua

maaf zahir batin ya...seikhlas2 nya

xoxo

ashrul rizal, sarah, rafiq zulkarnain

which one are u?

lets be hijab chic

love

xoxo

im tagging u!

tagged by mama yuyu on fotopages

 tag semua benda dlm fridge anda..with pics skali k

since xde kerja...

so buatlah...

adobe plak slow so tulis jelah k...

xdpt nak label the pics

freezer 

upper row : santan, rafiq's frozen shepards pie and paratta segera

lower row : left to right ( terubuk masin hazam, sotong, ayamas drummets ( if xsempat masak sahur) , ikan tenggiri, udang, ayam, ikan merah )

door : upper - mango jelly

lower - dlm tupperware ( fishballs, crab sticks, meatballs ), ayamas cheese sausages

fridge 

chiller - cheddar cheese, mozzarella cheese, calci-yum, yogurt, cadbury chocs

row 1 : bounty chocs, daim chocs, dragon fruit baru potong, nuttella, peanut butter/jelly, glukose, kurma

row 2 : lauk asam pedas pagi tadi, roti dah habis tarikh ( hahaha ), fruits ( dragon fruit, pears, apples )

row 3 : basket ( cili api, halia, cili merah, lengkuas, asam jawa ), home made jelly utk buka, tortilla, belacan

vege compartment : terung, kobis, daun ketumbar, daun bawang, sawi cina, carrot, cauliflower, tomatoes, jagung )

door 

row 1 : eggs, figs, choc ritter sport

row 2 : tempoyak, mayonnaise, rempah yg xmuat letak dlm spice jar, pati ayam, pati prune

row 2 : air sejuk , Hersheys choc syrup, button mushrooms, susu sejat, tomato puree

row 3 : fresh milk, gamat healin, spaghetti sauce, kicap manis, sos tiram

sorry ya

fridge messy a bit

so now

im tagging everyone dlm my blog list

xkisahla nak buat or not

ok loves...

muah xo

baby is eating now!

since rafiq turned 1 year

he refuses to eat baby food

he does but in a very very small amount

he wants to eat whatever he's eating

which is not really good for him....sebab yelah...ada oil, cili api especially sbb mama n papa suka pedas, ada garam n stuff

whenever i cook for him ill always use EVOO ( extra virgin olive oil ) and kosher salt...

so of cozla xsedap sgt...

 he wants our food

penat2 i perah otak fikir nak masak apa...

makan 2,3 spoons...then dah...

xnak...dia keluarkan balik n mash them on the floor...yurrrkkksss!

n then,

as adviced by his PAED

we tried this

1 tablet a day for babies 1-3 yrs old

rafiq xreti lagi nak isap the tablet

asyik keluarkan from his mouth

so i pecahkan n bg dia sikit2

and now....

hes eating....

like a regular baby...

healthy food...

cooked by mama

yahoooooooooooo

so today

fried chicken macaroni for breakfast

good boy...eat with ur right hand ok

and

homemade salmon+vege mozzarella bites for lunch

sedap...

nasib baik mama xposa hehehhe

im so happy...

baby makan banyak2 tau!

cayang baby

nobody i am...

met a fren yesterday...
she asked about how ive time to blog...well...no time...
dulu ada time...now, time rafiq sleep only..
itupun maybe once a week ( if lucky )

she asked me..#2 why blog? best?

well...i said...peer pressure at first....i tgk my good fren, jas blogging...

such a nice way to write about ur everyday happenings

plus, ive read a few mommy blogs.

mcm sgt best...boleh share2 tips n ideas...
best ke x...depends...i tulis for me....adalah niat for my baby...but then ...
its actually my point of view on life, babies, marriage n stuff
maybe one day, ill read it all back n remember all the stuff ive went through...
macam diary laaaa

#3 mcmana jumpa kawan2 blog ni? ada persatuan ke? (sabar jelah haha )
well, xde pon...
i tulis saja2 je.....
dropped comments at a few mommy blogs...
tiba2 some sweet mommies dropped by on mine too...
tp xdelah hebat mana pon....

# 4 nak baca x email ni i dapat...thats y i tanya u ... best ke x ada blog 
 ok...come, ill read it


( copied from the email )

sapa nak jadi blogger top ?( best ape? dapat duit nuffnang bebanyak, popular, kadang2 boleh jadi model iklan, artist, selebriti lagi )

 1. u mesti hot! klo xhot tulis pakai barang2 mewah, rumah besar, suami kaya, mak bapak kaya...semualah, klo hot pastu ada sume tuh, lagi gempak! berduyun followers...orang suka betul baca blog orang mcm ni...pastu tak lama lagi adolah anon2 tak suka laks. besela,  klo org ramai suka ramai gaks xsuker...xde hal lah, traffik korang naik da

2. buat la entry panas ! gossip baru , hangat, meletops...ramai la follow nanti..musti kena hapdet dgn gossip.pastu kawan2 dia pon baca, dan kawan2 dia lagi....apa lagi! fofular lah.bulan tu income ribu ribans

3. rerajin komen blog orang !...klo nak fofularzzzzz la...bila dah cukup top..tak nak pon tade hal.pasal orang yang nak komen blog hang nanti...

4. kena maintain rajin....buat entri selalu....selalu cerita benda2 best.makan tempat mahal, bercuti obersea...pastikan menarik! banyak gambar...tapi klo kena kutuk lek sudah....maintain cool. baru lagi ramai yang suka backing.ingat, selalu tulis blog, klo malas, sapa plak nak jenguk

5. letak banyak hasil kajian..amik kat website national geographic ka, google ka...info2 hebat pasal macam2 benda...ni pon orang suka, pasal dia tak payah nak bersusah payah mencari. termasukla video2 pelik youtube pon bole..i suka gaks

6. paling last, carikla kroni...bila kroni ramai baru la gempak.xde banyak follower pon ada gak kroni nak lepak kat blog. kroni ni ala-ala geng la.ada gak i tengok ada geng tu siap buat gathering ada press lagi. cam tu la nak fofular! pandai wat kawan.betol x geng?

ok...

 its kinda funny jugak his/her thoughts on how to be popular hhahahaa

watever lah

macam tu eh?

hehhehee...

well then...i am a nobody.

definitely xmenepati any of criteria 's above

huhuhu

patutla income nuffnang dapat skali je hahaha

anyway,

anita,

thanks for this

'I'd rather have a handful of close friends than 10 faulty ones'

 

 xkisahlah popular ke x ke, ada org nak kawan ke xnak ke...i tulis for me

itupun bila ada masa 

( honestly...yg mmg susah nak ada)

kesimpulannya me n my fren laughed our heads off

n then she said..."xpelah...baca jelah urs...i xreti nak buat all that"

hahahaha

me neither....

then kitorang cerita resepi for buka...

motif??? 

xde motif...

saja nak share

sengal me

update : eh eh eh....ni bukan i tulis tau! i copy paste...dont get any ideas aaaaaa

2 and counting

we 're two...

and 

blessed with one bundle of joy

thank you sayang for the weekend getaway...

for the spa treat...the 2 day non stop buffet spread....the romantic outdoor movie under the stars.... the surprise bouquet.... and the well planned super special treatment...and the present...thank u thank u!

thank you baby for being a well behaved little boy...

thank you

thank you

wishing for many more great years ahead of us..

lots of happiness, memories and great health

i love u so much

would never trade any of this with anything else

happy 2 year anniversary sayang...

i love u so much

"Love is not blind - It sees more and not less, but because it sees more it is willing to see less."
-Will Moss

( more pics on fb...)

geram!

geram

geram dgn orang yang tak nak dengar cakap...

macamana tu?

nasib baik sayang....


wat happened?

this man....injured his knee playing football
when i called his mom , she said " biasalah tu...dari kecik ada je accident pelik2.....lasak betul.."
heeeeeeeee.....rafiq? ikut papa eh?


so he was in a wheelchair and then crutches...
nasib baik kejap je..
after 2 days dah boleh jalan sendiri


but this man....


dr bagi mc 1 month
dia nak seminggu only ...

" banyak kerja lah dr...i dont know nak susahkan siapa nanti "
me  : " what? org bagi mc pun xnak ke"

that was on friday

on Monday,
me : nak pg mana gelap2 ni ( lepas subuh dah ajak i mandikan dia - sbb xboleh gerak sgt kaki sakit )
this man : nak kerja lah...
me : ha? mcamana nak jalan semua? bawak bag?
this man : boleh...slow2 la....


ayoooooooo


ok fine...
mmglah ada responsibilities...
and then in the middle of meeting sms me saying " sakitlah lutut berdenyut2 "


as a wife nak cakap apa ye?


nak marah pg office ... cant...
nak ckp...ok...u sgt baik...pg office even on mc and sakit...i yg geram..


REDHA JELAH YE....


as a wife....
terima jelah...kerajinan suami tu...and......................be prepared to pamper him when he comes home...


eventhough u have the strong urge to say " see...i told u so! "

nasib baiklah sayang........

tak lama lagi rafiq pulak...si kecik lasak ni...suka betul main bola...

its only a matter of time...yg ni pulak luka sana sini...

like father like son...

thank god papa's ok now...

oh and btw,

does this look comfy?

its givenchy 60% off....weeeee....

maybe i should get this for the anniversary

its under budget hehe

should i?

anyone nak bargain designer shopping let me know

tgk kat this website www.saksfifthavenue.com
if xbargain i pun xbeli k...no budget too ngeee

and then let me know what u want ok!

if nak..cepat...sbb im ordering in bulk...
 

ok..cu soon..muah